I've been doing NaNo
all week. It's oodles of fun but my poor muse is feeling kinda ragged so I'm taking an hour break.
I've actually been doing it all week but I've been cramming all week, as per usual. I've come to realize that my last minute cramming is a bad thing but I can't seem to break the habit. *shrug*
Of the late, I've been feelings kinda stressed. I have a paper and a midterm exam this week on Thursday which I don't feel prepared for at all. I also have a final exam on the 6th (too early!!!!) and my Swedish exam on the 8th (extremely early for that this year).
And then I found out that the premier for the two short films I worked on at the end of the summer is the 7th. At 7pm. That's right, the day before my Swedish exam. What the frell is that?
I guess it's payback for procastinating... but that means I prolly can't go to my own premier. ARGH!!!!!!
I'm so fucking tired of things going my way for a week and then everything just goes to hell after that.
I'm so fucking tired of trying to be optimistic cuz that's what people think I should be cuz it'll make my life better. You know what? It just making my life a living hell cuz I'm setting myself up for disappointment over and over again.
BTW, I should added that the class I have a paper and a midterm exam for on Thursday is ASL. I love that class! Makes my Tuesday and Thursday worth it. Especially since the class after is a total waste of my time and energy. Logic for idiots it really is.
Hope my fellow NaNos are getting to that 50K mark! To those who haven't, it's doable. Trust me. I may not have won yet, but I did bang out like 5K words on Friday. And 3K yesterday without trying. So it's very doable.
Happy Monday y'all!