Utopic Chaotica

OK, while I'm not actually pissed that there's about 2 feet of snow on the ground today (and it just keeps going and going) I am pissed about the weather yesterday.

What the hell was that? It was warm and frelling icy. And this time I not only killed my ankle but I also killed my knee. Which is why I went to my ASL class and then went home to work on my portfolio and decided not to leave the house until the next day.

I also skipped class this morning cuz I was late and there was no way that I was going to wait for the train to come by in 15 mins. So I went all the way downtown cuz I was tired, and then all the way back to Baseline so that I could go to Staples to pick up my colour pages for my portfolio.

Speaking of, *knocks on wood* I hope I get into the IMD program at Carleton, but I prolly won't. My portfolio sucks. *sighs*

Happy birthday to Sarah McLachlan!!!

I've been doing NaNo all week. It's oodles of fun but my poor muse is feeling kinda ragged so I'm taking an hour break.

I've actually been doing it all week but I've been cramming all week, as per usual. I've come to realize that my last minute cramming is a bad thing but I can't seem to break the habit. *shrug*

Of the late, I've been feelings kinda stressed. I have a paper and a midterm exam this week on Thursday which I don't feel prepared for at all. I also have a final exam on the 6th (too early!!!!) and my Swedish exam on the 8th (extremely early for that this year).

And then I found out that the premier for the two short films I worked on at the end of the summer is the 7th. At 7pm. That's right, the day before my Swedish exam. What the frell is that?

I guess it's payback for procastinating... but that means I prolly can't go to my own premier. ARGH!!!!!!

I'm so fucking tired of things going my way for a week and then everything just goes to hell after that.

I'm so fucking tired of trying to be optimistic cuz that's what people think I should be cuz it'll make my life better. You know what? It just making my life a living hell cuz I'm setting myself up for disappointment over and over again.

BTW, I should added that the class I have a paper and a midterm exam for on Thursday is ASL. I love that class! Makes my Tuesday and Thursday worth it. Especially since the class after is a total waste of my time and energy. Logic for idiots it really is.

Hope my fellow NaNos are getting to that 50K mark! To those who haven't, it's doable. Trust me. I may not have won yet, but I did bang out like 5K words on Friday. And 3K yesterday without trying. So it's very doable.

Happy Monday y'all!

OK, now I've officially banged out 5K in 24 hours.

This is so disturbing on so many levels.

This stuff I bought at the warehouse sale totally rocks!

( The story behind my hair )

Anyways, the stuff I bought is called hot twist:curl iron styler from got2b. From the time I curled my hair at 11am-ish to when I got home at 2am-ish... still curly! Not perfect mind you, but with all the abuse I did to the curls, I'm not surprised. *g*

The best part is that it cost me only $3! Hee! Sugg. price is around $6 so I'm very happy. Might spend some more money I don't have to buy another one to tide me over 'til next year.


On the fandom side, I'm been abusing my forum membership. Haven't frequented as much as I like. Sorry everyone!