Utopic Chaotica

What's the Twilight you ask? No, it's not that stupid series (oh, I'm sorry I offended you), but rather the Twilight of Xena and Hercules mythology, i.e. the end of the reign of the gods.

I haven't updated in a while so let's see what I've been up to. *dramatic pause* Nothing besides school, school, stress from family, and s'more school.

( ranting )

I just hope I get a job soon. I need monies like no tomorrow. I just need a cool job, like game testing or working on a movie set. *g*

P.S. Is it bad that my boyfriend can detect me starting to get manic well before I realize it? I guess he knows me too well, and I'm only thankful.

So I finally quit my job. (Yay!) I'm not really happy about cuz I love my co-workers. Unfortunately, I had to quit cuz my hands were literally losing their skin. Yes, kinda gross.

Anyways, I had the greatest time at bluesfest! I miss my friends already, but I'm sure school will pre-occupy me soon and before I know it, it'll be summer and I'll be looking for a job again. lol.

I love all this free time I have now. Yeah, I'll be a bit bored, but it's only a few weeks before school prep starts. ^.^

Don't feel like friending this so that my non-lj friends can read it. If they wanted to that is.

( cut is for depressing rant )

*sigh*

You know how the fad now is to visualize what you want and you'll eventually get it? Well, I think that there's a fine line between visualizing and being delusional.

I've been doing NaNo all week. It's oodles of fun but my poor muse is feeling kinda ragged so I'm taking an hour break.

I've actually been doing it all week but I've been cramming all week, as per usual. I've come to realize that my last minute cramming is a bad thing but I can't seem to break the habit. *shrug*

Of the late, I've been feelings kinda stressed. I have a paper and a midterm exam this week on Thursday which I don't feel prepared for at all. I also have a final exam on the 6th (too early!!!!) and my Swedish exam on the 8th (extremely early for that this year).

And then I found out that the premier for the two short films I worked on at the end of the summer is the 7th. At 7pm. That's right, the day before my Swedish exam. What the frell is that?

I guess it's payback for procastinating... but that means I prolly can't go to my own premier. ARGH!!!!!!

I'm so fucking tired of things going my way for a week and then everything just goes to hell after that.

I'm so fucking tired of trying to be optimistic cuz that's what people think I should be cuz it'll make my life better. You know what? It just making my life a living hell cuz I'm setting myself up for disappointment over and over again.

BTW, I should added that the class I have a paper and a midterm exam for on Thursday is ASL. I love that class! Makes my Tuesday and Thursday worth it. Especially since the class after is a total waste of my time and energy. Logic for idiots it really is.

Hope my fellow NaNos are getting to that 50K mark! To those who haven't, it's doable. Trust me. I may not have won yet, but I did bang out like 5K words on Friday. And 3K yesterday without trying. So it's very doable.

Happy Monday y'all!

This stuff I bought at the warehouse sale totally rocks!

( The story behind my hair )

Anyways, the stuff I bought is called hot twist:curl iron styler from got2b. From the time I curled my hair at 11am-ish to when I got home at 2am-ish... still curly! Not perfect mind you, but with all the abuse I did to the curls, I'm not surprised. *g*

The best part is that it cost me only $3! Hee! Sugg. price is around $6 so I'm very happy. Might spend some more money I don't have to buy another one to tide me over 'til next year.


On the fandom side, I'm been abusing my forum membership. Haven't frequented as much as I like. Sorry everyone!